"Happy Deadly Ending" lyrics

In the mirror, getting clearer
I'm a shadow of my former self
You guess what's happened, I know what happened
Transformation, indication
Infiltration, now I'm someone else
I'm someone's weapon, I'm Armageddon

Caught in a trap, no turnin' back, wish I was dead

Look at me standing
I'm praying for a happy deadly ending
I keep on rambling
I'm out here and my state is never ending

Eternally caged
No use in pretending
I'm left here stranded
Immortal without happy deadly ending

I call on

I got memories, vivid memories
Thomas Jeffries, that's my former name
And now I'm Tommy, another zombie
Disconnected, bitter fact is
My perspective: I am lost in time
A restless prisoner, collateral prisoner

Part of the crowd, thinkin' about, how to get out

Look at me standing
I'm praying for a happy deadly ending
I keep on rambling
I'm out here and my state is never ending

I make a stand on hollow ground
Try take a breath while getting drowned
One dead man waiting to die down, I call on

Father, father holy father
Life is harder than it's ever been
Would you release me

Look at me standing
I'm praying for a happy deadly ending
I keep on rambling
I'm out here and my state is never ending

I'm left here stranded
Immortal without happy deadly ending

I call on