"Victories & Losses" lyrics

Making shit for me and not for them
Spent my life thinkin' 'bout what they gonna spend
Only thing I trust the hair that's standing up on my skin
I don't plan to lose again, not if they gonna win
Better days ahead, if not here they're not far
Just to get a rapid jet without a getaway car
Some will say that I've been goin' fuckin' dummy with the bars
Making money running from a run-in with the law
Drive slow, homie, like my son is in the car
My summers as a kid in Brooklyn made me to a star
Did so many I'd be rich if every penny was a flaw (What?)
Victories and losses, and my city was a draw
Still am, still keep in touch with William
Beating up these pads 'til my hands will clutch a million
If God's watching, know I did it for no paper
So when it comes, this moment I'ma savour

What kind of diamond pressure make?
It's death at stake here if you hesitate
I'm weathering, and it been raining on my head of late
Blanket statements over ways that I have yet to take
Wind blowing, my fire reign, brimstoning
Righteous like the gemstone and silent like a lymph node when the sickness in us
The devil sent a million passages, repenting for it
I really question what we in this for
They say a lot, I wish they meant it more
Just for thrills, I don't get caught in the pill but I forget it more
Casting judgment, you gon' get all you been fishing for
Burning bridges, something forever haunt me
In dreams, I'm dreaming hard to live in 'cause they extra lofty
Uh, I never had a chance
I lose my life to seek a new one, look we moving through the dance
Expectations of me blew 'em in advance
I confuse you every time I do the. chance, nothing neutral

Making shit for me and not for them
Enjoy the day thinking, not how the day gon' end