"Broken" lyrics

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so I
Keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with, feeling so hopeless so I
Threw my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken

I don't know if this life is worth livin'
Is there anyone with me?
I keep throwin' up all of my guts my whole stomach is empty
Thinkin' a fix was gonna fix me, I'm trippy
I think I need to stop smoking and stop all this sippin'
'Cause lately it's to hard to be focused
I'm lacking attention
Feel demons around me I know that they're listening
I hang with the fiends. I'm feelin so hopeless
I don't like to be bugged, but this worlds full of roaches
I'm higher then ever
Don't know if you noticed I'm in slow motion
Praying for God, Mary, and Moses
Coping off drugs, I've exceeded my dosage
You fallin' in love, I step on your roses
Keep my double cup full of that magic potion
And I am so broken, yeah
Eyes are so swollen from cryin' and moping
I'm lonely but my arms are wide open
You ask what I'm snortin you actin all nosy and I'm
Leanin on codeine but you can lean on me
When you feel like you just wanna die
Just have faith in the music we all goin' through it

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so I
Keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so I
Keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken

You can lean on me, you can lean on me
You can lean on me, you can lean on me
You can lean on me, you can lean on me

I don't know who to trust on this planet
I'm running 'round frantic
Inside of made on the rings I be dancin'
But sometimes I panic
And sometimes I'm scared
It's not fair the shit life's always handin'
Woke up to a spirit but I could not fear it, it vanished
And it was my father
Dammit

I'm so tired I should be sleepin'
But with all of this shit on my mind
All I need is one reason
To jump off that deep end
And I'm so close to my dreams
It's been driving me crazy
But its been a hell of a ride
Gun in my mouth boy I'm ready to die

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so I
Keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken

I'm so high I shouldn't be smoking, but I got a lot on my mind
Just trying to cope with feeling so hopeless, so I
Keep my arms open, abusin' my dosage
I don't know if you notice I'm broken