"Meditation" lyrics

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You could say I moved on, I'm in a different space
When it comes to you, my memory has been erased
I swear my life got better once I chose to live for me
Why do I feel much better when I cannot feel a thing
You never learned to love yourself, that's why you make the same mistakes
And you expect the shit to change and that's what makes you insane
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I spent a ticket on a Rollie just to cause some tension
Roof of the car and a milk carton, the top is missing
When I was fishing for a dollar there was penny pinching
I done gave this city hope
When you make a million dollars from the bottom it be feeling different
'Cause this game be cutthroat

I remember tryna find a way, now I got the finer things
Expensive cars take up my driveway, I push the start then drive away
This meditation to you is just entertainment
I tried to be real with you, you just didn't know how to take it, yeah

Sometimes you gotta pay the price
You could buy anything you want but time
I can never get a piece of mind, it feels like
They always tryna get a piece of mine
'Cause I have everything but you but I'm done waiting on you to get it
This time I mean it for real, whoa-whoa
I have everything but you but there's something about you that's different
It's hard to explain how I feel

She say she fell in love at first sight
I know it ain't meant to be
I spent five on this shirt and spent a thou' on these jeans
You act like I ain't deep, I wore this 'fit for that reason
Couldn't afford to walk in my shoes, it's more than sneakers
Talking way before I ever got paid to record a feature
I was tryna show 'em the way but they just ignore the leader

I got big packs, rich fashion, Mick Jagger
Rolling Stone, let's celebrate, we keep blasting
How could I forget, I'm still tryna get past it
I say I moved on but I still think about past shit
You tore down what we build, that's demolition in the past tense
I be in my feelings because liquor helps me mask it
How you say you love me but you never take no action?
You got me going crazy, baby I been going batshit

This meditation to you is just entertainment
I tried to give you the real because I thought you could take it

Sometimes you gotta pay the price
You could buy anything you want but time
I could never get a piece of mind
It feels like they always tryna get a piece of mine
'Cause I have everything but you but I'm done waiting on you to get it
This time I mean it for real, whoa-whoa
I have everything but you but there's something about you that's different
It's hard to explain how I feel