"Sublime" lyrics

I don't want to go outside (mmh)
I feel so close to the edge (edge)
I might take a nose dive
I feel like I'm trapped inside
It's like a cage inside my own damn mind
Lie to everybody say that it's fine
But I'm at war with tryin' to be sublime
I'm at peace with this war inside of me
I try so hard and can't seem to think
But somehow I can see so clearly now
Don't wait for me if I don't come home
I'm spending time on my own
I'll be at peace when it's said and gone
Don't go to sleep just keep dreamin' on

At an all time low still I'ma give praise to the most hight
It's not a phantom but I'm already dead inside
It's a ghost ride
Putting wings on the bird let the dope fly
I got my eyes on the prize yeah both eyes
Devil keep on askin' if my soul is for sale
But it's not and I can't pay him no mind
Open up my head it's a gold mine
Pops died so I ain't been the same since '09
Told him I'd make it to the goal line
But everyday I ask God for some peace
And he don't give no signs
So I got a piece on both sides
Devil and an angel on me I pick no sides
Only time will tell but we ain't got no time

I don't want to go outside (mmmm)
I feel so close to the edge (edge)
I might take a nose dive
I feel like I'm trapped inside
It's like a cage inside my own damn mind
Lie to everybody say that it's fine
But I'm at war with tryin' to be sublime
I'm at peace with this war inside of me
I try so hard and can't seem to think
But somehow I can see so clearly now
Don't wait for me if I don't come home
I'm spending time on my own
I'll be at peace when it's said and gone
Don't go to sleep just keep dreamin' on