"Disease" lyrics

Before I fall to your judgement
Or praise from my knees
I believe there's no salvation
From what I see, this is a fucking disease

All I've felt is a resistance
Since I learned of a vice
Why invest so much faith in a jaded life
Between the wrong and right?

Things to say for whichever way
Your book of praise coveys the framework laid
On God, you fucking son of a bitch
And when you close those eyes
You better pray that he exists
To save some face

No hand to guide the lines of the steps I take
No need for a spiritual mask to know my place
I can't foresee trust in a habit, your disease
So set me free, and simply fall in line with the weak

You're just stuck there with a view of black and white
'Cause you rely on outdated words to define your life

All I've felt is a resistance
Since I learned of a vice
Why invest so much faith in a jaded life
Between the wrong and right?

Swift ways of casting judgment
While I beg and plead
I believe there's no salvation
From what I see, this is a fucking disease

You say I'll save some face
If I follow your act of faith
Well, fuck your saving grace
Only I can change my ways

Disease