"My Mistakes" lyrics

Sex drinks, I downed every bottle
Sex drinks, I downed every bottle
And I don't give a fuck

So what is really left of this world
I guess we love our drugs 'cause we feel so alone
We're living an illusion and we can't break free
We will always hide ourselves so they can never
See, see the truth

My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost
Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most
The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love
Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up

And I don't give a fuck
Sex drinks, I downed every bottle
Sex drinks

My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost
Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most
The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love
Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up

And I will always pick it up
At where you said I would've dropped it
I guess it wasn't really that smart
To tell me that I'm fucking done here
So would you dare to play your part?
I knew it from the very start
I'm preaching to the fucking choir
And they just want to keep me trapped

It's such a punishment that we must keep being silent
I don't even know if I can trust you
But it's more than your imagination
It's the world that's hidden from your perception of reality
You either enter the doom
Or you get a chance to let your intelligence shine and speak

I've been stranded
For the longest time
I'm choking, I'm dying
I hear them sirens crying
Would you let me
Dance with all these shadows?
Would you let me...?

My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost
Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most
The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love
Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up
My mistakes carry the weight of everything that I've lost
Blackened the sun and things I've cherished the most
The darkness crawls back when you abandon your love
Just don't deny it, it's you who fucked me up