"Promise" lyrics

When you close my eyes
I see your lines of lies align
In the silence that calls me "mine"
I think I've lost my mind

Where do I belong?
I've seen too much and now I feel so old
In this world made of ice and snow
My hands are always cold

I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie
I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie

Help me understand
I cannot help but stop pretending
There's a spirit inside of me
The world that you can't see

Where did I go wrong?
The life I lived was just a touch of hoax
I've looked back at the demons eye
But didn't sell my soul

I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie
I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie

(I promise, I pretend it's not a lie)

I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie
I'm drowning in denial
Urged by my longings and desire
And everytime you swear your words meant something
I promise, I pretend it's not a lie