"Until I End Up Dead" lyrics

I got blindsided couldn't see it in the slightest
That path you walked was the same as mine is
Hard to believe man tell me you're lying

This is something new
Crying the first time I ever wore a suit
I saw me when I looked at you
So now I fear one day I'm gonna disappear
Look in the mirror
To make sure I'm still standing here

I've been playing in my head
Those things I never said
Like like existential dread

But I'm not staying in my mind
I'm living like you said
It's gonna be alright until I end up dead

Until I end up dead
Until I end up

Blindsided so strong why would you hide it
It's in your bones man you had to fight it
Came out of nowhere now pigs are flying

This is something new
Crying the first time I ever wore a suit
I saw me when I looked at you
So now I fear one day I'm gonna disappear
Look in the mirror
To make sure I'm still standing here

I've been playing in my head those things I never said
Like like existential dread

But I'm not staying in my mind
I'm living like you said
It's gonna be alright until I end up dead

Until I end up... dead
Until I end up dead
(I've been playing in my head those things I never said)
(Like like existential dread)
Until I end up dead
(But I'm not staying in my mind)
(I'm living like you said)
(It's gonna be alright)
Until I end up dead

Until I end up dead I'm gonna be just fine