"Focused On Heaven" lyrics

I'm starting all over again
Still mending the scars from the last time
These knives fall like rain from the clouds above
You gave a little and I lost a lot

Come find me
Float through my ceiling
Remind me I used to feel things

I'II take what I get
You'll get what you need
But I'm the one that's suffering
It's all in your head
It don't mean a thing
But I'm the one that's suffering
We're seeing the bitter end
And there's no turning back

I'm trying to find my own peace
You asked me to dig my own grave again
I swore I could pull myself out of this
I tried to climb out, but you threw me back in

Come find me
Float through my ceiling
Remind me I used to feel things

I'II take what I get
You'll get what you need
But I'm the one that's suffering
It's all in your head
It don't mean a thing
But I'm the one that's suffering
We're seeing the bitter end
And there's no turning back

We're searching for reason
In a place with no meaning
I focused on heaven with you
When we're hardly living
So hard to believe it, from the outside looking in

I'II take what I get
You'll get what you need
But I'm the one that's suffering
It's all in your head
It don't mean a thing
But I'm the one that's suffering
We're seeing the bitter end
And there's no turning back

Come find me
There's no turning back
I used to feel things
There's no turning back