"Feelings In Blood" lyrics

I got over it now, it's just last night
A female ghost in my room asked if I'm alright
Over and over she tryna say she ain't died
Tryna love me but I said, I said

I cannot move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time she said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings with blood

Yeah
Running, been running, been running away
Looking outside and I hope for a change
Want my heart back but I never complained
If this time it's my time I got something to say

I had a couple of convos that lasted some time
In my mind feel it all falling down
Been afraid looking for something that couldn't exist
I let go and then that's when I found

Found myself trying to be done with hiding
Nside of my mind, know it's all in my head
I heard a creek on the floor like my boredom
It spoke to the silence and felt like the meds

I'm feeling sick in the stomach, I know that it's coming
But I don't know how Imma wait
Feelings abundant, that heavily substance
It feel like the drugs that I took on the way

I cannot move on
Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
All of the time she said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I can not move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time she said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

Lost and looking out for the last time
Cost of getting down is getting mad high
Glass a half amount like I was baptized
Cash they pulling out I guess the bag dry

Ashing my blunt on the rubber I'm burning
My heart feeling colder but I'm never certain
Thought it was over but just started hurting
I carry it proud like I carry the burden

The cost of my gratitude
Inside my mind like a hollow truth
Know it's my time if I follow through
Running through obstacles, who finna slaughter who?

Feet on they neck, hear the solitude
I hear they cries through the auto tune
I'm done with hiding, it's all on you
Feelings in blood cuz a lie lead to awful truths

I cannot move on
Cuz I still love her with all of my heart
All of the time she said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood

I cannot move on
Cuz I did love her with all of my heart
All of that time she said goodbye
But I'm still writing my feelings in blood