"Holding On" lyrics

Holding on to a place that I can't see
Somewhere I can finally breathe, let me go
Run away, watch me waving while I leave
No one's there to follow me and I'm alone
Yeah, yeah

It's a lonely road, that's the way it go
Left his home and now he headed on
Hope the pain that he escaping don't
Find a way to chase him down the path he going
Day to day, he just feel alone
Hopped the fence to get a little closer
To a training spot a few days ago
So he hopping on to the locomotive
Hope it take him to another coast
Far away from the thing that broke
It's hard today, but he already know
That it cost the pain enough to pay the tolls
Nights passing by in a flash
Days turned to weeks looking back
Ain't what it seemed, but he has something
He needs to leave in his past

Holding on to a place that I can't see
Somewhere I can finally breathe, let me go
Run away, watch me waving while I leave
No one's there to follow me and I'm alone

Sitting down and started writing thoughts
As I boarded the train and started to feel alive
Got me overwhelmin' with no way to stop
I left the drugs at home, but now they all at one
Will I be the same and stay behind the scenes?
Taking guns to reality
How I run from home, but no one after me
This not a hero journey, it's a tragedy
I had to go, I had to leave
I seen some things that nobody should see
I told the trainers and means to go in
To go cover the wounds and continue to bleed
I lost my ex and all of my friends
And it's way too late, I can't make me amends
I've been carving the mountains, nobody will hear me
So maybe it's better if here I begin, I'm trying to win

Holding on to a place that I can't see
Somewhere I can finally breathe, let me go
Run away, watch me waving while I leave
No one's there to follow me and I'm alone