"Do Or Die" lyrics

(Chai)
(ThisLandIs)

I've been on my own, no, no, you can't help me
I don't wanna hear the words that you tell me
Why you even say shit, I don't even know you
I be on that hot shit, but I'm feelin' cold too
Maybe you're upset 'cause I said I'm numb
Wasn't really there, I was too fucked up
Baby, pull me closer, I won't run
Devil on my shoulder, I'm so done (I'm so done)

Bloody red diamonds, swear it's perfect timin'
Tell me where my mind is, don't know where to find it
Tell me where'd you hide it, oh no
Everybody lyin', oh no

I know that I'm stuck inside your memories
Thinkin' 'bout me even when I'm in your dreams
You want me to stay, baby, I won't leave
They want me to be somethin' I can't be
Right now, all I have is right now
Shinin' like a lighthouse
I don't wanna fight now
I'ma bring my nine out, you just gotta find out
She wan' spend the night now, I'm not livin' right now, oh

I've been on my own, no, no, you can't help me (You can't help me)
I don't wanna hear the words that you tell me
Why you even say shit, I don't even know you
I be on that hot shit, but I'm feelin' cold too
Maybe you're upset 'cause I said I'm numb
Wasn't really there, I was too fucked up
Baby, pull me closer, I won't run
Devil on my shoulder, I'm so done

Ain't no Cupid, baby, I don't have a heart attached
Had me walkin' out that door, ain't no comin' back
I was poppin' a lot of pills so the time would past
Suicidal in the coupe, I'm rockin' all black (Skrrt, skrrt)
You got a gun, better aim it
Playin' with my life will turn a motherfucker famous
And I got a demon bitch, but she don't worship Satan
Cut open my chest, but you're gon' see that it's vacant, oh

Bloody red diamonds, swear it's perfect timin'
Tell me where my mind is, don't know where to find it
Tell me where'd you hide it, oh no
Everybody lyin', oh no