"Devil'sPlayground" lyrics
(feat. Eliza Grace)
I did it again but I swear to God that I changed
And I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin' brains out
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
If ya goin' keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all night
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all hype
What is drama without trauma no lie
I don't really have the time
I just wanted peace of mind
Somethin' I can never find
Since you're always on my back
Since you never take my side
Why should I split up mine?
Why should I share my shine?
Why should I even ask when my mind is made
Heart made of ice?
I been tryna touch new heights
We been in fights
I've been the one with the wound that was bleedin'
And one with the knife
I been the one who was right
And was wrong and all in the same night
I been the center, yes I been the type
I've been the dragon and I've been the knight
I been the one with no blanket who still woke up sweatin'
My hands shiver clutchin' at life
I been the one who was caught up inside a reflection
Rejectin' to look in my eyes
I been the one that's right under your nose
And still up in your face and yet I been out of sight
I did it again
But I swear to God that I changed and I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out (Boom!)
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
If ya goin' keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
'Til your lips, 'Til your lips run dry
Keep spillin', keep spillin' that lie
Ashamed and terrified
I turned on all the lights
And when we fall apart
We can go back to the start
Pick up all the pieces and preserve them in a jar
You say I don't know who I am
But there's some comfort in feelin' the same terrible things
So stay, holdin' my hand
'Cause there's some comfort in feelin' the same terrible things
Throw me into all of my darkest and deepest ends
Tell me that I can get out and get use to it
Throw you in too, light a match make a fire pit
(You live and you learn, just let it burn)
Run you down deep and down over our memories
Salvage the rest or the best or what's left of me
Cry, say you're sorry, I'll bet you're use to it
It's like we're immune to it
I did it again
But I swear to God that I changed and I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out (Boom!)
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all night
And I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin' brains out
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
If ya goin' keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all night
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all hype
What is drama without trauma no lie
I don't really have the time
I just wanted peace of mind
Somethin' I can never find
Since you're always on my back
Since you never take my side
Why should I split up mine?
Why should I share my shine?
Why should I even ask when my mind is made
Heart made of ice?
I been tryna touch new heights
We been in fights
I've been the one with the wound that was bleedin'
And one with the knife
I been the one who was right
And was wrong and all in the same night
I been the center, yes I been the type
I've been the dragon and I've been the knight
I been the one with no blanket who still woke up sweatin'
My hands shiver clutchin' at life
I been the one who was caught up inside a reflection
Rejectin' to look in my eyes
I been the one that's right under your nose
And still up in your face and yet I been out of sight
I did it again
But I swear to God that I changed and I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out (Boom!)
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
If ya goin' keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
'Til your lips, 'Til your lips run dry
Keep spillin', keep spillin' that lie
Ashamed and terrified
I turned on all the lights
And when we fall apart
We can go back to the start
Pick up all the pieces and preserve them in a jar
You say I don't know who I am
But there's some comfort in feelin' the same terrible things
So stay, holdin' my hand
'Cause there's some comfort in feelin' the same terrible things
Throw me into all of my darkest and deepest ends
Tell me that I can get out and get use to it
Throw you in too, light a match make a fire pit
(You live and you learn, just let it burn)
Run you down deep and down over our memories
Salvage the rest or the best or what's left of me
Cry, say you're sorry, I'll bet you're use to it
It's like we're immune to it
I did it again
But I swear to God that I changed and I'm not the same now
So I pop a couple pills and I swear to God
That I'm on the Devil's playground
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
Got me lookin' for a way out
But I don't wanna blow my stupid fuckin brains out (Boom!)
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin' all night
Ya know ya got me feelin' that way
I-I-I Don't think I'm feelin alright
Don't think I'm feelin' alright
Keep it goin', keep it goin' all night
