"(I Still) Don't Know How To Love" lyrics

Did I die as a child?
And as a child did I die?
All that things I learned seem useless in the end...

oh, did I cry as a child?
And as a child did I cry?
Oh, sad sadistic mother...
And no one left to hold me

There's still a very real part of me
Like a tender baby
That's still fending for himself
I'm still fending for myself

And still a very real part of me
Thinks no one can love me
I'm still fending for myself
I'm still fending for myself

I still don't know how to feel love
I still don't know how to feel love

Oh, when you kiss the palm of my hand
When you hold me with your smile
Oh, I don't feel I deserve this in the end...

There's still a very real part of me
Like a tender baby
That's still fending for himself
I'm still fending for myself

And still a very real part of me
Thinks no one can love me
I'm still fending for myself
I'm still fending for myself

I still don't know how to feel love
I still don't know how to feel love

There's still a very real part of me
Like a tender baby
That's still fending for himself
I'm still fending for myself

And still a very real part of me
Thinks no one can love me
I'm still fending for myself
I'm still fending for myself

I still don't know how to feel love
I still don't know how to feel love