"With Deepest Regrets" lyrics

Let's call this "everything what it seems":
A violent distortion of all my dreams
And still it burns inside of me
Just to spite the cold that seems to feed

When everything and nothing become the same
And everyone's at fault but no one's to blame
Question is "Will you remain the same
Or will you half-step your life away?"

Now, I'm lost in this without all the rest
It seems so close but so far away
Fall in line or be what's forgotten
Never, nothing, hurts as much to say...

And though I try
So, why do you give this away?
So you will know this love I call a "life"
Then you will say, "So, why do you give this away?"
So you will know this love I call a "life"

Defining definitions of what should be
One part honest and two parts mean
Believing nothing, seeing is all I need
Judging for myself what will come for me

When all of it is here it moves so slow
Planting all the seeds of doubt that grow
But I wonder: will I know
When these fields of hate take hold?

Now, I'm lost in this without all the rest
It seems so close but so far away
Fall in line or be what's forgotten
Never, nothing, hurts as much to say...

And though I try
So, why do you give this away?
So you will know this love I call a "life"
Then you will say, "So, why do you give this away?"
So you will know this love I call a "life"

But with all things involving the dream
The push-pull is not what it seems
The love-hate of what it all means
Has taken the life out of me
And I know that it's so hard to find
And then even harder to hide
But it's yours to decide....

Now, I'm lost in this without all the rest
It seems so close but so far away
Fall in line or be what's forgotten
Never, nothing, hurts as much to say...

And though I try
So, why do you give this away?
So you will know this love I call a "life"
Then you will say, "So, why do you give this away?"
So you will know this love I call a "life"

And though I try
So, why do you give this away?
So you will know this love I call a "life"
Then you will say "So, why do you give this away?"
So you will know this love I call a "life"