"why am i here" lyrics

(You will never find my body)

So tell me, why am I here?
When you're so far from me dear
Drift away
Why won't you stay?
I turned all the pages, It's the end of the book
Can't keep waiting ages for you to come look
Look at me the way that you did yesterday
Or has it been months, think my mind's gone astray
I'm helpless, just so selfish
Downgrade myself, I can't help it
I should tell them that I love them
But my heart just can't take it, it's frozen
Drift away
Why won't you stay?

You left me gone
You're so stuck up in your ways like a nun
And I never told any secrets not once
Why am I here... Fuck
I can't help but not to shed a tear
I've been so alone
Find a way, I don't wanna be at home
Find a place with you, where we'll never go
Tryna call you, so just pick up the phone
Pick up the phone!
Fuck

No, my feelings never changed
They will always stay the same
I just got you in my brain, it's the same, it's the same
Think about you everyday
Feelings that I cannot change
Why'd we go separate ways, it's the same, it's the same

So tell me, why am I here?
When you're so far from me dear
Fuck