"Tear Up" lyrics

(Bae, wake up, Duwap posted)
Go, go, go, go, go

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Life crazy, I don't mind, I don't mind
Let it go, it ain't nothin', I'm cryin'
Talk to God, you'll be just fine
I say, "Lord, show me a sign, a sign, sign"
I made up my mind, I'm tryna be that rich guy
They say I don't come outside
'Cause I'm goin' through it, I mentally wanna hide
That's why I get high, that's how I get by
Can't question God why
I ain't 12, but I could detect a lie
TAF, I'm OTF, but I don't got Durk eyes
Been struggling with depression, let me tell y'all my confession
I done learned a couple lessons, but they all turned to a blessing
Probably one time in my lifetime, but ain't never paid for no session
Hop on a beat, nigga, I possess it, better impress me on your first impression
I'm smoking this dope 'til I tear up
Niggas could never express how they feel, nigga, we gotta put our tears up
It's like we goin' through a solid battle and nobody hear us (Nobody hear us)
But I know God gon' hear us, I cry when I look in the mirror
'Cause talkin' to God is a beautiful feeling
I'm countin' this money, it's a beautiful feeling
Take your lil' ho, yeah, your bitch she got [?]
She flockin' to me even though I be chillin'
Tryna get like Master P, hard to say, huh
I grind hard, don't got no Thrasher tee
Count up, can't be sad 'round me
I left the scene a tragedy
I help the bros that's real
You down, I help you heal, the definition of real
The definition of real, tears down my face, they spill
Keep this shit 1K, for real, can't them forget the real