"Devices" lyrics

Honestly I've forgotten
Everything that has happened
And everything that disappears
Was all of it all for nothing?
Honestly I've forgotten
Everything that has happened
And everything that disappears
Was all of it all for nothing?

For nothing, I hope not, I hope not
I hope there's something to hold on to
And I'll have it until
Until I'm removed, until I'm removed
Yeah

I'm left to my own devices
I'm in a crisis that I need not ignore, no, no
And I don't like this anymore than you do
Anymore than you do, anymore than you do, do, yeah, yeah

I see suffering, I see bottling of emotions
And I don't think that should be combined with hatred
Despite the nature
I see suffering, I see bottling of emotions
And I don't think that should be combined with hatred
Despite the nature, yeah

Search for shelter, anything you can find will help us tonight
Could be something, could be nothing, could be anything at all

Take the time to mull it over
And in time you'll lose exposure
Let them break down all our boxes
So they can rebuild them for theirselves, for theirselves

You got me feeling like I'm ten grand
But I overplayed my hand
And I overplayed my hand
'Cause I'm way to damn competitive
Can I take out another loan?
'Cause I don't want to be all alone
'Cause I don't want to be all alone
Rearing my ugly head through the door
When you ask, when you ask me for more
I empty out, empty out my empty pockets
Only to, only to my regret, yeah

I'm left to my own devices
I'm in a crisis that I need not ignore, no, no
And I don't like this anymore than you do
Anymore than you do, anymore than you do, do, do, yeah
I'm left to my own devices
I'm in a crisis that I need not ignore, no, no
And I don't like this anymore than you do
Anymore than you do, anymore than you do, yeah