"Diary Of A Battered Child" lyrics

Son?
Yeah, dad?
How's your day pal?
Gread, Dad, how's yours?
Super! Say son, how'd you like to go fishing this weekend?
Great, dad! But I've got homework to do
That's alright son, you can do it on the boat
Gee!
Dear, isn't our son swell?
Yes dear. Isn't life swell?
(Kissing sounds, mixed with screaming)

Smack!
My head hits the wall
Don't know why this is happening to me
A role model for me in this world
"Do as I say and not as I do"

Another slap across my face
Just to show me that you care
How can I fucking love you?
What love do you have to share?
Why?

Someday there's gonna be hell to pay
For treating your son this way
You can't take my dignity
Without destroying your love for me

Oh, oh don't hit me no more
Why don't you love me?
Oh

And you wonder why I hate your fucking guts
No more time for apologies
Fuck you

Grown apart from you
I'm told that I am stupid
You taught me all I know
That I'm so fucking worthless
And that my life's a joke

Curled up in a ball
In a corner
How I spent my fucking life
I tremble in fear and I'm bloody
But I can't stop the tears from flooding my eyes

What have I done to deserve
This agony you call love?
I got a broken arm and stitches
While other kids got kisses and hugs

Love / abuse
Ever since I was born
I get them confused
You never cared
You never will
When I die
Don't come to my funeral

Stupid, worthless, no good goddamn freeloading son of a bitch
Retarded, big mouth, know it all asshole jerk
Ugly, stupid bitch
Shut up bitch!

What about you?
Fuck you
No dad, what about you
Fuck you
No dad, what about you
Fuck you