"Marathon" lyrics

Feels like I am running
Never am I running for me
Yearning for my calling
Knees are shaking

Sweater thin and ratty
Never what I wanted to be
Ruining my hobby
I am coping

Don't want to be the one
We only need just enough

Don't want to get caught in abyssal colors on your phone
Every day becomes so typical out here on our own
Don't want to make this so physical that's just what they want
Need to feel saccharine chemicals in my head for once
We're just running a marathon

You've got to be so cavalier and cunning
Emerald city glowing pristine
Where every self is stunning
Still worth nothing

Don't want to be the one
We only need just enough

Don't want to get caught in abyssal colors on your phone
Every day becomes so typical out here on our own
Don't want to make this so physical that's just what they want
Need to feel saccharine chemicals in my head for once
We're just running a marathon