"end credits." lyrics

And if you think you've been listening to my best work
You'll know when you hear it and each word hurts
Mad to think these were thoughts that had never occurred
Tried to bottle it up but you've been dying of thirst and so I had to give it to you
All my learning curves play out in front of you
But where's my just deserves?
I was feeling better than I did at my worst but the last 18 months every line has been blurred
Every line has been crossed and all my friends have been burnt
Should have put myself first but I put it all in my work
See, this is my identity, I'm always wearing the merch
Mad to think these were thoughts that had never occurred

If this is my end credits, I think I'm ok with it
I came, I saw, I conquered, I quit
If this is my end credits, I think I'm ok with it
If I made some people happy, that's the sacred bit

Deep water but I'm less scared of the sharks
I've met each one and each left their mark
And I can see you at the barrier pouring love into my scared hear
Queuing for hours by the bus in the car park
But I've found meaning in more than big nights
And I can laugh now at the cheap flights and the fear of dropping so publicly from great heights
So hold my hand and guide me to the light
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright

If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
Yeah, If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
So hold my hand and guide me to the light

If this is my end credits, I think it's alright
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright

So hold my hand and guide me to the light
If this is my end credits, I think it's alright