"Deep End" lyrics

Tried to find, realised there's no control
It's like water falling through my hands
And despite all my fear I will let go
Forget about all my unlaid plans

Find the cold, I will dive in
Like I've got nothing to lose

And it won't feel the same
Can't stay forever in this place
A fleeting reverie
Into another phase
Where everything has changed
Want to hide away
And I'm not one to wait
Nothing's how it was
Or how it's supposed to be

Find the cold, I will dive in
Like I've got nothing to lose
I know I'll float in the deep end
Like I've got nothing to lose

And it won't feel the same
Can't stay forever in this place
A fleeting reverie
Into another phase
Where everything has changed
Want to find a way
I'm not one to wait
Nothing's how it was
Or how it's supposed to be

And it won't feel the same
Like I've got nothing to lose

I know I'll float in the deep end
Like I've got nothing to lose