"Heavy With Envy" lyrics

A sense of longing
A change of pace
Drag my belongings
From place to place
I'm tired from watching
The other side
I'm sick with wanting
Another life

Am I so jaded
I can't see through routine
Take back the time I've wasted
Regain my clarity

I fall into defeat
And I'm heavy with envy
It's always calling
That deeper shade of green

I wanna realign
Center myself again
And try to clear my mind
Of all the lies I've let
Keep me up at night
Leading me to forget
I should be satisfied
Pacify my restlessness
Free me from the depths of my regret

Am I so jaded
I can't see through routine
I'll learn to count my blessings
Stop living in between

I fall into defeat
And I'm heavy with envy
It's always calling
That deeper shade of green

Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh
Whoa-oh

I'm heavy with envy
I'm heavy with
I'm heavy with envy