"Shilo" lyrics

(Streets took the closest to me, made it hard to smile)
(The love real but I been feeling like a lonely child)
Aye
(If you left it's 'cause you don't deserve me)
Aye
(Can't put my trust in these bitches, they just wanna hurt me)
Look
(HeyTaewon)
(Aye)

These streets took the closest to me, made it hard to smile
Been this way for a while
The love there but I been feeling like a lonely child
Looking for some love that wasn't there, I drove a million miles
If pops was here, I'd probably be in school
I'm a man, so I'm just doing what I gotta do
I just can't fuck with you no more, I ain't mad at you
I did what I had to do, remember wearing Marley shoes
I'm still tripping off that shit, I'm just gon' play it smooth

The homie told, it hurt me deep, couldn't even post the work
Was putting politics before myself, I got to put me first
Ain't seen Kasino in some years and that shit really hurt
Been tryna see my pops again, I guess it ain't my turn
If I die before this verse end, just feel the kid
God been tryna save me from the devil, I ain't listening
Hella different sentences my niggas got from gang banging
This pain be eating me inside and I just can't take it
Rather you be fake than in my face saying you don't care about me
All these murders on my mind got my vision cloudy
You showed me love that shit was cool but it was never real

Aye, these streets took the closest to me, made it hard to smile
Been this way for a while
The love there but I been feeling like a lonely child
Looking for some love that wasn't there, I drove a million miles
If pops was here, I'd probably be in school
I'm a man, so I'm just doing what I gotta do
I just can't fuck with you no more, I ain't mad at you
I did what I had to do, remember wearing Marley shoes
I'm still tripping off that shit, I'm just gon' play it smooth

I ain't never had to pass the pole 'cause I'm my own shooter
Through the North playing ball 'cause I'm my own hooper
Fuck a scholarship, I graduated from the juveniles
Never thought I'd get a chance to make it out the South
Bro just knocked a sucker down, moving like he didn't do it
A gun don't make you a stepper, I gotta see you shoot it
Seeing Kasino in my dreams, I think I'm finna lose it
If you left, it's cause you don't deserve me
Can't put my trust in these bitches, they just wanna hurt me
I had plans to do it all but you left me early
A love song for the thugs
Reminiscing, I been high off them drugs

Nigga
21, nigga
Aye, check me out though

These streets took the closest to me, made it hard to smile
Been this way for a while
The love there but I been feeling like a lonely child
Looking for some love that wasn't there, I drove a million miles
If pops was here, I'd probably be in school
I'm a man, so I'm just doing what I gotta do
I just can't fuck with you no more, I ain't mad at you
I did what I had to do, remember wearing Marley shoes
I'm still tripping off that shit, I'm just gon' play it smooth