"CAROUSEL" lyrics

I never should've made you my safety net
Got tied up in your ropes
And your silhouette
Finally letting go
But you don't respect me
I won't let you in again

Say you're on the fence
Tell me that you're mad
Tell me that you miss me
Then say it again
Choking on the rest
Of your promises
Peel my eyes out I'm on your carousel

Go slow
I don't wanna get sick on it
Pretend that I'm not feeling so nauseous
There's no end in sight
No we're not stopping
Hold me by my throat
So I don't vomit

Go slow
I don't wanna get sick on it
Poison on your tongue
Made me pay for it
There's no end in sight
No we're not stopping
Hold me by my throat
So I don't vomit

Plastic in between
What we could be
Never let yourself feel anything
Numbing all the pain
With a new sting
Hiding from the truth
Does it taste sweet
On the days you're waking up without me
Let's not glamorize
What you did to me

Say you're on the fence
Tell me that you're mad
Tell me that you miss me
Then say it again
Choking on the rest
Of your promises
Peel my eyes out
I'm on your carousel

Go slow
I don't wanna get sick on it
Pretend that I'm not feeling so nauseous
There's no end in sight
No we're not stopping
Hold me by my throat
So I don't vomit

Go slow
I don't wanna get sick on it
Poison on your tongue
Made me pay for it
There's no end in sight
No we're not stopping
Hold me by my throat
So I don't vomit

What you did to me (Ahhh)
Won't forgive yourself
Forgive me
Hope it tastes sweet
What you did to me
Ahhh

Cause I'm fucking leaving
Oh I'm fucking leaving