"Shiver" lyrics

Never been civilized
Always been traumatized
I know when to run and hide
I know when to run and hide
Never loved anything
Unless it learned how to leave
I don't know whats wrong with me
I don't know whats wrong with me
So follow me into the shiver
I can show you how it feels
To never come out of the river
Someone take away the steering wheel

Never been anyone
Always been all alone
I know how to let you down
I know how to let you down
Never been a beauty queen
Always been suffering
I don't have the strength to keep
Fighting for anything

And if I don't come up for air
Would it be that bad
To not have me there
Cause what if don't wanna come up for air
Is it so wrong to not wanna be here?
So follow me into the shiver
I can show you how it feels
To never come out of the river
Someone take away the steering wheel