"crash" lyrics

It's been a few years since you've been gone
There's been a few tears, but that was years and years ago
Yeah, I grew up to be exactly what you wanted
Yeah, I've been living out the dream that you dreamt up

It's been a few years, but more to come
It's been a few years since I've felt sure of what I want
And I woke up today and found that you were waiting here for me and I thought
Woah, old friend it's bittersweet
How could you do this to me?
How could you do this to me?
Yeah

'Cause you are not who you think you are
There's no grain on these brown eyes
But they can be green if they really want
And I can bend your words
But they say exactly what hurts the most
But silence is better than fake laughs
Or faking were always up, loose grip
The world bends around you
And living through cracked screens
We fold down to what we want
Out of love
We talk through lines
Were made of smoke
And just in time
We drift away
Diffusing light
Confusing times
Growing up
Or cascading down?
Cascading down
I'm hurting now

But change comes slow
If you hate what's in your head
The fuck would you speak your mind
In search of lost time
Just 21 so I'm young and I'm stupid
Only 16, yeah I think you should've known

I think you fucked me up
I think, I think you fucked me up
And I've got nothing to say to you

It's been a few years and I moved on
Couldn't make it disappear, oh I tried so hard to be strong
But I grew up today and faced that I'm not just lonely
Don't feel much better but I guess that it's a start