"redemption arc" lyrics

Music softly playing in the Uber through the park
Explosions saying hey somewhere distant in the dark
I go by myself when I'm feeling it
Function one playing and it's breaking my heart
Talking of another time, like this one's getting old
While looking out at forever
Watched the sun come up from the starboard side
You been m.I.a. since 2015

Cos I could
I move on my feet
Called you when I was in need
No reply, that's just something that I'm used to
Moonwalking something that you used to do

Bathing in the day glow
Water pools to the surface

Can you catch me now
Can you talk me down
I don't feel alive when I see it no more
Caught me by surprise one time, now I know
That's on you now
You owe me that
You were all I had one time
Now I've come so far
But you been m.I.a. since 2015

Don't come back for me
Don't confuse happiness and feeling love
Don't keep waiting on it if it's killing you
Been trying to disappear, and it kept breaking my heart
Real love is always free
Even just an inch away from blowing up
And when I cross your mind
Does it still feel like how you wanted?

Can you catch me now
Can you talk me down
I don't feel alive when I see it no more
Caught me by surprise couple times now I'm sure
It's on you now
You owe me that
You were all I had one time
Now I've come so far
And you been m.I.a. since 2015

Cos I could
I move on my feet
Called you when I was in need
Your silence just something I got used to
Moonwalking something that I used to do
I miss used
I miss used