"seventeen" lyrics

I'm not who I used to be
And I hardly know this new me
I'm just tryna figure it out
I'm just tryna figure it out
I kinda miss being seventeen
That's the only time I fell in love
I think my friends liked me more back then
And maybe now I don't like them

I'm tryna forget you
I haven't yet
I'm coming back
I should've left
You had your door wide open

And I forget just what I said
But I know I regret it
You don't deserve this
You don't deserve it

And I forget just what I said
But I know I regret it
You don't deserve this
You don't deserve it

You're asking for apologies
You've always been honest
You've always been so good to me
I make you feel forgotten
I'm not awake
I'm half asleep
That's not the sun
I was dreaming
I wanna see you
She wants to leave

I'm tryna forget you
I haven't yet
I'm coming back
I should've left
You had your door wide open

And I forget just what I said
But I know I regret it
You don't deserve this
You don't deserve it