"Fucked Up" lyrics

It's too much to take
A withdrawal away
It's too much to take
A withdrawal away

I think I was happier before the clout (Before the clout)
Now the people hangin' round me know what I'm about (I'm about)
The pop structure says the syllables they gotta count (Count)
But I am not a fuckin' pop artist
Okay, I keep on letting the hate on the internet
From all these idiots comment and get to me
I just dissociate from anybody who thinks they gets close to [?]
Anything good in my life that I'm gettin' I'll twist and manipulate until I ruin it
I got success and I got depressed, I don't know what to do with it

I'm fucked up but I won't say I'm sorry
I'm so detached it's alarming

It's too much to take (It's too much to take)
A withdrawal away (A withdrawal away)
It's too much to take (It's too much to take)
A withdrawal away (A withdrawal away)
I'll be what you want on another day
Got a lot of things I should wanna change
But I'm so fucked up and I won't say I'm sorry

I understand at times I can be difficult to deal with
Take a couple more til I get high and I don't feel shit
I promise you don't wanna live inside this head of mine
Voices telling me I'm dead inside
'Cause I'm sippin' on this bottle like I wanna drown
And anytime I need you, you are not around
So, I drink, I smoke
I'm fucked up, yeah, I know

'Cause I'm fucked up but I won't say I'm sorry
And I'm so detached it's alarming

It's too much to take (It's too much to take)
A withdrawal away (A withdrawal away)
It's too much to take (It's too much to take)
A withdrawal away (A withdrawal away)
I'll be what you want on another day
Got a lot of things I should wanna change
But I'm so fucked up and I won't say I'm sorry