"Eulogy" lyrics

I got my head against the wall 'cause I can't recall the sound of your heartbeat
And I never said it all, but I guess I should've said that I'm sorry
And now you've gone so far away
I will never get the chance to say
That you were the best of, you were the worst
Of every fucking part of me

The way your makeup stains still haunts my bed
The shadows sing your name inside my head
Falling like the rain, you washed in red
I'm choking on the pain you left

You could cut me to the bone, 'cause I think you've always known that I'm broken
Then you hang on every note, like my words are set in stone as they're spoken
And as you fall to fade away
I will never live to see the day
These scars on my chest carved out by your hand
Still cuts me from beyond the grave

The way your makeup stains still haunts my bed
The shadows sing your name inside my head
Falling like the rain, you washed in red
I'm choking on the pain you left

You broke me apart and set me afire and let go
Burning alive above where you lie and sleep cold
The pain in your eyes forever enshrined in my head
Until the time our fates intertwine in silence

The way your makeup stains still haunts my bed
The shadows sing your name inside my head
Falling like the rain, you washed in red
I'm choking, choking, choking
The way your makeup stains, it haunts my bed
The shadows sing your name inside my head
Falling like the rain, you washed in red
I'm choking on the pain you left for dead