"Dope Sick" lyrics

Dope sick, crawling up main street
Let small things, go get in my head
I don't think
I'll ever set my feet
On the ground so I will look for you instead

Midnight, in an empty apartment
Bright lights, through the window and bed
I see you, when I try to close my eyes
But I don't recall the reasons why you left

And I don't recall the memories of what I cannot see
I don't believe you saw the best in me
I don't recall what I was so I don't think I can try
Always left you wondering if I died

Falling, out of a hot car
Wandering, through the mulberry hill
I left you
Somewhere back where I could start
Up a lonely distance high on these pills

I don't rely on reason so I never get it right
I don't believe I'm worth the doggone fight
I don't rely on visions in my head so I don't blink
I always know the best of you I think

Dope sick, crawling up main street
Let small things, go get in my head
I don't think
I'll ever set my feet
On the ground so I will look for you instead

(Instead)

And I don't recall the memories of what I cannot see
I don't believe you saw the best in me
I don't recall what I was so I don't think I can try
I always left you wondering if I died
I always left you wondering if I died
I always left you wondering if I died