"Breaking My Own Heart" lyrics

Hard as I try I can't seem to understand
Why things just ain't going to plan
Met you at trust but you just let go of my hand
I mean like how is it too much
That I just wanted someone who would just stay down
Down on they word and always show up
I always show up for you
But you done turn green trees to blue
Like when you left you took yellow with you
Now there's no contrasted eyes the hues way too cool in my view
You be acting like this shit ain't black and white
If you know your wrongs you should've read my rights
Cuz I was holding on for dear life and
You ain't even put up a fight no

Breaking my own heart trying to keep up with you
Breaking my own heart trying to stay
Breaking my own heart trying to get you to see
That you should never treat me that way
Breaking my own heart trying to keep up with you
Breaking my own heart trying to stay
Breaking my own heart trying to get you to see
That you should never treat me that way

Hard as I try I feel it don't mean anything
I deal with these problems you bring
I may not know much
But one thing I know is you
Maybe I'm too much maybe I'm going insane
I don't know why you just keep on playing games
I'm calling your phone to keep you from thinking we're through
But you done turn green trees to blue
Like when I left I was playing the fool
And now there's no reason that I should keep you from moving on too
Girl you be acting like this shit is black and white
Know when I did you wrong I should've made things right
Cuz I was holding on for dear life and
You ain't even put up a fight no

Breaking my own heart trying to keep up with you
Breaking my own heart trying to stay
Breaking my own heart trying to get you to see
That you should never treat me that way
Breaking my own heart trying to keep up with you
Breaking my own heart trying to stay
Breaking my own heart trying to get you to see
That you should never treat me that way