"In My Skin" lyrics

Ain't been getting sleep at night
I know I don't seem all right
They don't understand I ain't okay
I've been stuck in fight or flight

Oh, and when I run, it follows me where I go
I'm driving down that high road and I can't see the street
And oh, I know I've been getting by slow
And I've been feeling hollow, I've been feeling weak

I'm anxious in my skin
My body trembles
God, I'm breathless once again
Sad voices creeping in
Can't be myself, my candles burning on both ends
My patience feels so thin
Not what I once was, but I wish I was again
Bad choices, my best friend
I don't always know what's best
It sends me off the end again

I'm anxious in my skin
I'm anxious in my skin

So tonight, I drown the whiskey like it's water
Let my worries wash away, wash away
And I've been on a bender
I've been smoking, drinking hard every day
Oh, every day
Can't live for tomorrow, drowning in my sorrow
Who's to blame? Who's to blame?

I'm anxious in my skin, my body trembles
God, I'm breathless once again
Sad voices creeping in
Can't be myself, my candle's burning on both ends
My patience feels so thin
Not what I once was, but I wish I was again
Bad choices, my best friend
I don't always know what's best
It sends me off the end again

I'm anxious in my skin
I'm anxious in my skin