"Autonomy" lyrics

What I wouldn't give just to forget
Or turn another key in the engine
Getting on my feet then I fall again, again
Turn another cheek in the morning
Here we go again

I guess I'm painting over it, uh
These cabin walls are fever red

Stayin' too long, holding on, it's a slow goodbye
Ache that'll never leave
Filling the holes but it grows, yeah, it grows in size
Takes over like a weed
Looking for closure in company
All of my friends have their own spare key
Waiting alone, good as gold, swallowing my pride
Paying the price of autonomy
It's on me

Light a cigarette to ignore you (Oh-oh)
Now I do what I want when I want to
Nobody but me to go on to
(Uh-uh, uh) And you know how I get when it falls through

I guess I'm painting over it, uh
These cabin walls are fever red

Stayin' too long, holding on, it's a slow goodbye
Ache that'll never leave
Filling the holes but it grows, yeah, it grows in size
Takes over like a weed
Looking for closure in company
All of my friends have their own spare key (Key)
Waiting alone, good as gold, swallowing my pride
Paying the price of autonomy
It's on me