"Spider String" lyrics

The meadow, the red note
You'll see me when you blink
A willow, a widow
I'll weave the spider string

It's been hours, but I still feel it in the middle of my spine
A kaleidoscope of color, think that I'm burning alive
I'd rather rot and ravage with the bugs and E.coli
In the hollows of the earth, somewhere that they'll never find

Let me decay
Be an ugly thing
Fill all my holes
With spider string

The meadow, the red note
You'll see me when you blink
A willow, a widow
I'll weave the spider string

I'm in your mind, I've symbolized
The fear that eats your brain
Your wicked eyes stick to my thighs
I'll weave the spider string

First you tug, then you tattle, then ask why I haven't been tamed
You'd never ask a widow why she's weaving that way
With the maggots and the moss, I've been too numb to feel the pain
When they burrow and they borrow, at least they use my remains

Let me decay
Be an ugly thing
Fill all my holes
With spider string

The meadow, the red note
You'll see me when you blink
A willow, a widow
I'll weave the spider string

I'm in your mind, I've symbolized
The fear that eats your brain
Your wicked eyes stick to my thighs
I'll weave the spider string

The meadow, the red note
You'll see me when you blink
A willow, a widow
I'll weave the spider string