"Hateful Ever After" lyrics

Nothing is holy, I can't leave it fully
In my head there's an image of
Roses that you pulled me from the ground
Right where you showed me
How much you needed me
Said I completed your belief that a love could be
Demonized and ridden with disease
But still so persistent

Four eyes to watch each other cry
Three lies you whispered to me that night
Two arms to hold my broken trust
One heart for the both of us

Then I see the white light, a hateful ever after
One story tainted with disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Seen I've been losing sleep

I'm not regretful, it's driving me mental
Life without you is so uneventful
I prefer the pain over solitude, not ashamed
Lowest of lows but the highs were a tower
You and I on the balcony
Now you said that you loved me
Did it proudly knowing the ugly

Then I see the white light, a hateful ever after
One story tainted with disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Seen I've been losing sleep

I believe there's something powerful, was opening the door
Under candle [?] told me all I need to know
But I can't go back even if I want
Oh honey, you're so far gone
I wish it turned it out quietly and kind

But I saw the white light, a hateful ever after
One story tainted with disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Seen I've been losing sleep

Four eyes to watch each other cry
Three lies you whispered to me that night
Two arms to hold my broken trust
One heart for the both of us