"Hateful Ever After" lyrics

"Hateful Ever After"

Nothing is holy, I can't leave it fully
In my head, there's an image of roses
That you pulled me from the ground
Where you showed me
How much you needed me
Said I completed your belief that a love could be
Demonized and ridden with disease
But still so persistent

Four eyes to watch each other cry
Three lies you whispered to me that night
Two arms to hold my broken trust
One heart for the both of us

Then I see the white light, a hateful ever after
One story turned to a disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Sees I've been losing sleep

I'm not regretful, it's driving me mental
Life without you is so uneventful
I prefer the pain over solitude, I'm not ashamed
Lowest of lows but the highs were a tower
You and I on the balcony
Loudly said that you loved me
And did it proudly, knowing the ugly

Then I see the white light, a hateful ever after
One story turned to a disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Sees I've been losing sleep

I believe that something powerful was opening the door
One hundred candles snuffed at once
Told me all I needed to know
But I can't go back even if I want
Oh, honey, you're so far gone
I wish it turned it out quietly and kind

Then I see the white light, a hateful ever after
One story turned to a disaster
Don't tell my mother, please
That I still cry in dreams, the only place we meet
And all the fine lines, to think they didn't matter
One story, drop it, watch it shatter
Don't tell my brother, please
I know he worries about me
Sees I've been losing sleep

Four eyes to watch each other cry
Three lies you whispered to me that night
Two arms to hold my broken trust
One heart for the both of us


Writer(s): Ellise Mariana Gitas
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