"LoveLess" lyrics

Pretty boy, you would never make me cry
Words are like a lullaby
When you say you love me

Little voice, saying don't hold on too tight
'Cause everything I've touched has died
I couldn't be so lucky

I want you so bad it hurts
Don't be another lesson learned
I'm sick but maybe you're the cure

Feels too easy, so I go and make it hard
I can't afford to go too far
Don't leave me 'lone and loveless
I don't want to love less

Softest sweetest, so I go and make it sharp
I've only known a guarded heart
Don't leave me 'lone and loveless
I don't want to love less

Band-aids over every paper cut
But now and then they soak with blood
And now it's on your T-shirt

And you swear it's okay and you'll bleach it
And you swear that I'm yours and you mean it
But it never gets rid of the feeling
That one day you'll wake up and hate all the space that I take up

Feels too easy so I go and make it hard
I can't afford to go too far
Don't leave me 'lone and loveless
I don't want to love less

Softest sweetest so I go and make it sharp
I've only known a guarded heart
Don't leave me 'lone and loveless
I don't want to love less

And it hurts so much knowing I can't be the first girl you'll ever love
But I hope I'll be the last one you'll ever touch
Ooh I need it bad, but I'm so bad at love

I'm trying to sort it out without saying too much
So hold me in your arms and tell me it's enough
I'll over-think it anyway for weeks and months

Could you show me a better way?
Put me in a better place
Love me more than yesterday