"Mourning" lyrics

Twilight, I lay down at day and flower up my grave side
I've seen love and death before these dry eyes (Dry eyes)
Those are million things I should've told my ghost
I'm pleadin' for us both

Honey, I
I can blame the time
But I overspent, now I can't repent
For crimes, baby, livin' lies
But, baby girl, I left behind

So I'm mourning
Mourning everything I was
Savin' that inside my blood (Savin' that inside my blood)
Mourning
Turn my ashes into dust
Burned it down and lived it up, up, up

Creepin' (Creepin')
Holding says, answers and secrets, I'm still reachin' (Reachin')
In my wreck we are replaced while I am sleepin' (Sleepin')
Still get spider webs, I spine up on the moon
Nothing with it on my stone

Honey, I
I can blame the time
But I overspent, now I can't repent
For crimes, baby, livin' lies
But, baby girl, I left behind

So I'm mourning
Mourning everything I was
Savin' that inside my blood (Savin' that inside my blood)
Mourning
Turn my ashes into dust
Burned it down and lived it up, up, up

Mourning (Mourning everything I was)
Mourning (Savin' that inside my blood)
Mourning (Turn my ashes into dust)
Mourning

Mourning
Turn my ashes into dust
Burned it down and lived it up