"Useless (Without You)" lyrics

Oh

I took a shower with my clothes on
How stupid
I went to sleep with all the lights on
How stupid
I play the keys with my guitar
How useless
I try my best to up and move on, but I just can't do it, yeah, yeah

(Without you) I wasn't meant to spend the night
(Without you) I wasn't meant to live my life
(Without you) Best believe that I've been tryin'
But what it comes down to, it's different without you, yeah (Without you)
I wasn't meant to be outside
(Without you) There's no colors in the lines
(Without you) No other love can satisfy me
'Cause what it comes down to, it's different without you, yeah

Threw the damn piano on the floor
Rushed myself to get up out the door
Then I slipped up in the corridor
This was never happening before
Don't think I can take it anymore
Look at how you got me vulnerable, you do, you do, you do

(Without you) I wasn't meant to spend the night
(Without you) I wasn't meant to live my life
(Without you) Best believe that I've been tryin'
But what it comes down to, it's different without you, yeah
(Without you) I wasn't meant to be outside (Living without you here)
(Without you) There's no colors in the lines (Without you here)
(Without you) No other love can satisfy me
'Cause what it comes down to, it's different without you, yeah (Without)
'Cause what it comes down to, it's different without you, yeah

How did this end up being my reality?
So different, so different
Now that you're missing
How did this end up being my, being my reality?