"you should be scared" lyrics

You should be scared
You should be scared of things I could say
You're on the unaware
You never cared about me anyway

I didn't mean to bother, guess 'cause I'm my mother's daughter
Told me you were tired, so I carried all your trauma
You made me cry a river, then you held me underwater
It was raining, now it's pouring, but my lungs are getting stronger

'Cause you kept me half alive
Stabbed me in the back, cleaned the blood up nice
I killed myself a thousand times
But your hands were the ones holding the knife

You should be scared
You should be scared of the things I could say
You're unaware
You never cared about me anyway

Now I'm speaking on it, does that make you nervous?
My experience no longer at your service
I know your eyes glaze over when she's shirtless
But my name inside your head, it's gonna hurt, bitch
I could ruin you, if I wanted to
But that's karma's job and she knows the truth

Lately, I've been realizing something
It's not my secret I'm protecting here, it's yours
And there'll be more than just my body keepin' score

You should be scared
You should be scared of the things I could say
You're unaware
You never cared about me anyway

More than just my body, more than just my body
More than just my body, more than just my body
(Be scared) You should be scared

You should be scared