"Dopamine" lyrics

You live rent-free in my head
The medications haven't fixed me yet
You are me and I am you
The Church of the crash and burned is truth

Just let me go, just let me go, Toby
Let me go, just let me go, dad
Let me go, just let me go, mom, please
Let me go before I'm dead

It's the heat on my feet from the summer sidewalk
Stealing toothpaste and packs of gum from the grocery store
It's the second Miller at Happy Hour at Bad Bar
And dropping acid on my bedroom floor
My body needs these dopamine hits, hits, hits
I'm tired and exhausted, but I won't quit
I have to get my shit together

A world of you inside my head
The words we used I can't forget
I know I shouldn't share the lore
What was all the fighting for?

Just let me go, just let me go, Toby
Let me go, just let me go, dad
Let me go, just let me go, mom, please
Let me go before I'm dead

It's the heat on my feet from the summer sidewalk
Stealing toothpaste and packs of gum from the grocery store
It's the second Miller at Happy Hour at Bad Bar
And dropping acid on my bedroom floor
My body needs these dopamine hits, hits, hits
I'm tired and exhausted, but I won't quit
I have to get my shit together

I wanted to write
The last two lines
Of the book
I'll never start
So here it is
Just so I know
I tried

It was as if
It was only a moment
And maybe it was, and not more than that
She needed to live through it
See it happen
Now was the rest of what was left to find

My body needs these dopamine hits
I'm tired and exhausted, but I won't quit
I have to get my shit together