"Wizard" lyrics

Hello I know I've called a thousand times
The phone just, just sends me to your recorded voice
No need to call me back
I'm doing okay
I mean I was thinking about you and me
How I knew, I knew when I lost us
You were by the doorway getting ready to leave for work
I couldn't say goodbye
I couldn't say anything

I stood there by myself staring at the bright sun
It seemed so far away but I wished I could have gone
The world slowed down and kept me right where I stood
Just a loser that never could

You don't have to wait for me
Just know I don't have the strength to chase after you anymore
It was clear to see
But I couldn't have asked you

Why was your hand wrapped in his
I feel like I spoke it into existence

Why can't I mean more to you than
A momentary feeling
That brings us to the end