"Terrified" lyrics

Every day I wake up in the seam
Somewhere in the middle between
Screamin' out in ecstasy
I'm breakin' down in misery
And even though I'm tryin' my best
I'm a little out of my depth
Freak out at the smallest things
Scared of fuckin' everything

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'
When I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified

Now I'm even scared of my bed
Don't wanna be alone with my head
Dreamin' up a tragedy
Solo time is bad for me
So I end up gettin' all drunk
Till I don't even know what I've done
Pour me up another, please
Poison my anxieties

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'
When I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified
I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

And they say that I
Should enjoy the ride
Losin' my mind
And I don't know why, I
But I'm terrified

When I gotta be honest, be honest
I'm terrified
Don't know if I've ever, I've never
Been up this high
And I'm tryin', but I'm lyin'
When I say I'm fine
I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"

Terrified
I'm terrified
I'm puttin' my hands up, like, "Oh fuck,
I'm terrified"