"Different In My Mind" lyrics

I need a new crisis like a bullet in my head
When I'm left to my own devices
I dwell on everything I said
Til the battery is dead

Been this way my whole life
Playing out both sides of
Conversations in my imagination

I've got a projector in the back of eyes
Playing the outcomes
Til they come out right
Draining my happy
Killing my vibe
It always goes different in my mind
In my mind
In my mind

My brain, needs a straightjacket or a filing cabinet
Or just some fucking acceptance
Cause been this way my whole life
Standing up on the ride
And stopping the whole thing
Before it ever gets going

I've got a projector in the back of eyes
Playing the outcomes
Til they come out right
Draining my happy
Killing my vibe
It always goes different in my mind
In my mind
In my mind