"Paradise" lyrics

Everything is broken
Shattered like shards of glass on a porcelain floor
Paralysis befriends the nightmare
I can't feel anything at all
Tearing me apart from the inside
Got nothing else but my insight
And I feel like I'm ready to break
I'm afraid it's far too late

Stuck in purgatory

But tonight
I feel so alive
I'm in paradise
When every day
Every day I feel terrified
Don't know if I should say good bye
Rotting away inside my mind
Trapped in a fatal love with death
Falling further with every breath

Staring at the mirror with the saddest reflection
Speaking to the walls another thousand confessions
Could you ever live with something when you're always dead inside

But tonight
I feel so alive
I'm in paradise
When every day
Every day I feel terrified
Don't know if I should say good bye
Rotting away inside my mind
Trapped in a fatal love with death
Falling further with every breath

And the days will fade
To a somber grey
Memories are just a shade
A shade of what remains
When there's nothing left

I'll pray for death when I close my eyes

But tonight
I feel so alive
I'm in paradise
When every day
Every day I feel terrified
Don't know if I should say good bye
Rotting away inside my mind
Trapped in a fatal love with death
Falling further with every breath

I'll pray for death when I close my eyes