"self sabotage" lyrics

I know you wanna see me, suffocate
It's been so hard for me to, concentrate
Yeah, I break it down and watch, it all decay
I wish these stupid thoughts would, go away

I could help but I choose not
Screaming out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you lost
Happy it's over, but at what cost?
I could help but I choose not
Screaming out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you lost
Happy it's over, but at what cost?

I know she not in love with me, she in love with drugs
Ayy, you keep on poppin' X and O's, don't want no kiss and hugs
Tryna get me jealous, postin' shit, bitch, I don't give a fuck
She said that I've been her favorite one, please don't make me blush
Actin' like a bad bitch
I've been on my own, yeah, I've been tryna break these habits
I don't want your love, yeah, you can have it
Ayy, hit me up and ask me what I'm on, I just won't respond
Pray to God they don't get me involved, I'll just play along
But that's exactly what you want me to do
You wanna stop me? Go ahead, make a move
Runnin' out of time
One day, I hope you'll be mine

(No, I can't stomach it)
(No, I can't)
(When I fall)
(I'm hoping I land)

I could help but I choose not
Screaming out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you lost
Happy it's over, but at what cost?
I could help but I choose not
Screaming out from the rooftops
Thinking bout the time that you lost
Happy it's over, but at what cost?