"Bedroom Wall" lyrics

Well, I'm having myself a party, I hope you will attend
We'll have lovely decorations and the night will never end
So many invitations that I would like to send
But the voices in my head are my only fucking friends
Oh, well, well, well, we'll have ourselves a ball
Yeah, we'll take the cake, we can have it all
Yeah, we'll paint my bedroom wall

Darling, don't leave me
I'm dying and I'm losing love
Don't let me down tonight
I'm crying, I'm losing love
Don't ever leave my side

Like confetti on a joyous night, my matter fills the sky
Such a brilliant light, what a lovely sight
This shade of red's just right
We can sit and watch the fireworks
We can have ourselves a blast
I'll show you my new masterpiece
It's sure to make a splash
I decay for days and I decompose
And the maggots feast away
No one knows I'm gone
No one cares at all
That I'm painting my fucking bedroom wall

Let's paint the town red
We'll have ourselves a ball
I'll blow my brains into the air
And I'll paint my bedroom wall

Darling, don't leave me
I'm dying and I'm losing love
Don't let me down tonight
I'm crying, I'm losing love
Don't ever leave my side

In my darkest days, I look for love, but no one's ever there
I waste away, I cry in pain, and no one fucking cares
In my darkest days, I look for love, but no one's ever there
I'm literally talking about killing myself and no one fucking cares

Darling, don't leave me
I'm dying and I'm losing love
Don't let me down tonight
I'm crying, I'm losing love
Don't ever leave my side