"Go 2 Sleep" lyrics

I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night
I got acid flowin' through my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night
I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night
I put heroin all in my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night

Bowl full of pills, ate 'em like some cereal
Don't know how many I ate, I passed out on the kitchen floor
Ambulance at my house rushed me to emergency
Doctor yellin' out he need some open‑heart surgery
Now I'm in purgatory trapped in this livin' hell
City I live in ain't no different than a jail cell
Everywhere I look I see these people with these evil faces
Starin' at me constantly, my nightmare's reality

I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night
I got acid flowin' through my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night
I take sleepin' pills, drink a half a pint, just so I can go to sleep at night
I put heroin all in my veins, fuckin' up my brain, so I can go to sleep at night

Strapped down on the gurney now, this concern me
Didn't even let me make a call to my attorney
I blacked out, woke up inside a pine box
With the butterfly effect but couldn't cocoon out
I'm fallin' down an endless pit just like David Berkowitz
Dreamed I had to merk a bitch but didn't wanna hurt the bitch
I'm schizophrenic, psycho, sick, the [?] apprentice
Me and my niggas is facin' some life sentences
What's your analysis on my sudden paralysis?